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Crystal-Magic13

Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Call me whatever you like.
Arowen, Seren, or Kristy are common.

Height: 5'10"
Eye color: blue and green
Hair: Dark brown
Birthday: September 1st


"So Mr. Sherlock Holmes, how would you describe your level of pain right now, on a scale of one to ten?" John suppressed a groan. He found this method a little absurd himself, and if he was slightly cynical, he knew he'd better brace himself for Sherlock's reaction. "And how, precisely, does one quantify pain into ten categories? What's a one? What constitutes a ten?" "Think of one as no pain at all, and ten the worst pain you can imagine." "But the worst pain I can imagine is by no means the worst pain possible. And it's all in perception. When one stubs one's toe, for about thirty seconds that is the worst pain imaginable. But someone on the brink of, say, burning to death would view things rather differently."

Food, sleep, and money are necessary evils

"I'm not even sure what I'm doing with my time recently.
Every hour just kind of smears into the next one.
Maybe i'm spending too much time thinking. that's probably it."

Sometimes happiness lies in making do with what we have!

Every day when I wake I tell myself that it will be my last.
If you are not trying to hold on to time,
you are not so afraid of losing it.
And then, if you make it to bedtime,
you feel the joy of cheating death out of one more day.
Do you see?

Hope, there are times it will be very hard to find.
Time when it will be much easier to choose hate instead.
But if you want to find peace, you must first be able to hope it is possible.

What is your weapon of choice?
Words. The right words will stick in the mind for a long time. My fists, however are a very close second.

Oldest trick in the book is often in there because it usually works.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

You can do it...if you put your mind to it.

It doesn't matter how you look.
What does matter, is how you think, speak, and act.

one of us is not as smart as all of us.

They say that no one is perfect. They say practice makes perfect.
I wish they'd just make up their minds.

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Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!

Absence from whom we love is worse than death,
and frustrates hope severer than despair.

A little girl with big eyes
and two missing teeth still unpaid for
wonders how many other little children
with big dreams
believed
that monsters weren't real
and woke up tonight
wrong.

Can miles truly separate you from friends....
If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

Be patient; the plot in your life will unfold soon enough.

Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean it is not real?

Happiness can be found in the darkest of times if one only remembers to turn on the light.

It is our choices, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm
inside because you're close in heart.

Leaves from the Vine
Falling so Slow
Like Fragile, Tiny Shells
Drifting in the Foam
Little Soldier Boy
Comes Marching Home
Brave Soldier Boy
Comes Marching Home...

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while,
leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.

May you always have walls for the winds,
a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire,
laughter to cheer you, those you love near you,
and all your heart might desire.

Absence diminishes little passions and increases great ones, as the wind
extinguishes candles and fans a fire.

Every parting is a form of death, as every reunion is a type of heaven.

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.

The best things said come last. People will talk for hours saying nothing much and
then linger at the door with words that come with a rush from the heart.

May flowers always line your path and sunshine light your day.
May songbirds serenade you every step along the way.
May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue.
And may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through.

A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering angel, so nothing can harm you.

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way,
that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it,
without knowing what's going to happen next.

Goodbye, goodbye, I hate the word.
Solitude has long since turned brown and withered,
sitting bitter in my mouth and heavy in my veins.

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further
from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.

Never part without loving words to think of during your absence.
It may be that
you will not meet again in this life.

If my words are have no meaning
can you hear them?
If my thoughts have no reason
can you understand them?

"
Do the right thing. It will gratify some and astonish the rest.

Celebrate the right to be yourself.

courage is daring to take that first step to place your dreams above your fears.

attitudes are like ripples in the water. they spread.

all things are difficult before they are easy. Never, never quit.

success is what happens when preparation meets opportunity.

the speed of the leader determines the rate of the pack.

build what you can with what you have where you are.

All of your dreams will come true, if you have the courage to chase them.

You know you love someone when the songs that used to remind you of your unhappy ending,
make you smile because you finally figured out that it was just the darkness before the dawn

I run away and make you chase me because I love it when you kiss me out of breath

Life isn't fair! Anyone who says differently is selling something.

I accept responsibility for my actions, I just don't accept responsibility for your stupidity.

Problem solving requires an addictive and stubborn personality.

We have an expression around here for 'almost late' It's called on time!

Dadd - Dads against daughters dating.
Shoot the first one and the word will spread.

Sometimes I question my sanity. occasionally, it replies.

Going through the motions doesn't matter,
if you do not believe in what they represent.

Maybe everything is temporary.
Maybe we should stop looking for forever,
because we're never going to find it.

If you can't laugh at yourself, I'll do it for you.

I don't hold grudges, I remember facts.

It's okay if you disagree with me, I can't force you to be right.

I'd tell you to go to hell, but I work there and I don't want to see you every day.

An apple a day will keep anyone away if thrown hard enough.

My headphones are in. Stop talking to me.

The only love you knew was the kind that always died, and you didn't want that for me--
so you took yourself away.

To love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart and sing it to them when they have forgotten.

Anger is like holding a hot coal with the intention of throwing it at someone else.
You are the one who gets burned.

"In the river of life, anger is like a rock, disturbing the flow and blocking our way."
"How does one get rid of the rock?"
"You tell me. If you are in the river and the rock you carry is pulling you down, what do you do?"
"You let go."
"Yet when we carry that anger as a shield, we fear letting go. Anger may carry us through the heat of the battle, but in the long run it does not sustain us, it eats away all the good that is in our lives."

I learned a long time ago that the last thing any woman should be thinking about is being ‘skinny’ or ‘thin.’ To me, those words imply weakness, fragility, the inability to stand firm in a storm. If you want to change your body, aim for ‘athletic.’ An athletic body is healthy, strong, and built to thrive. An athletic body can take many shapes.

Falling and fading, like diamond drops in a sea of sand and ghosts.

I don't know where you got your sense of humor, but it's defective, and you need to send it back."

The only certainties in life are death and taxes

My whole life I was searching for a place where I belonged. A Home.
I only realize now that I have already found one.

Speak little, listen much.

Unless you get smart really fast, I'm going to put my shoe so far up your ass,
you'll be using the tongue of my shoe to talk.

I said sit down! If I have to sit you down, you won't be getting back up on your own.

Drop your weapon, or I will drop you.

Every morning is a new chance at life. We need to greet it properly with the respect it deserves.

Don't apologize, it's a sign of weakness.

She babbles when she's afraid, but she's silent when she's terrified.

It is hard to fill the head if the stomach is empty.

Yeah, Goku's got a talent for making friends. It makes up for Sanzo's being a curmudgeon.

It wasn't blackmail, it was aggressive negotiations.

He's a smarmy bastard on the best days, and a Grade A asshole on the worst.

Sometimes you cannot escape people in sleep because sleep escapes you.

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy...
Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

Stars: Bright enough to eliminate the dark and illuminate the world.

Just because a sword is a beautiful, glittering object of honor doesn't mean it always has an honorable purpose.

You are damaged and broken and unhinged. But so are shooting stars and comets.

For every single boy who counts the stars, there's a girl wishing upon them

Well, I thought you were smart.

If you hate hard enough you might actually hurt yourself sweetheart.

Today's moments are tomorrows memories.

My fears come second to my loyalty.

When she makes a point, pencils become dangerous weapons.

Infinite diversity in infinite variations

I would live with you, and I would die for you,
just don't make me live without you.

If I find within myself a desire which nothing in the world can satisfy, the only probable explanation is that I was made for another world.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.

"I want to watch the sun rise."
"But…the sunrise was an hour ago."
"Have you learned nothing?
Until noon, the sun is always rising."

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.

Face it sweetheart, we're on our own.

Angel wings cast quite dark shadows.

You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink.
"Its drink or drown, horse. Decide."

"I'll intimidate him!"
"...with a spoon?"

"Diapers?"
"Check."
"Sanity?"
"Not for long."

"Can we fly?"
"We can jump."

She said she'd love him forever.
...Forever never lasts long, does it?

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.

Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do
than by the ones you did wrong. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things.
They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Without music, life would be a mistake.

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, which is why we call it the present.

If you can't explain it to a six year old, you don't understand it yourself.

Logic will get you from A to Z; imagination will get you everywhere.

One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.

I love mankind ... it's people I can't stand!!

I'm not afraid of death; I just don't want to be there when it happens.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.

Insanity is doing the same thing, over and over again, but expecting different results.

I am so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word of what I am saying.

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.

You're as unique as it is unusual for water to be wet.

Sometimes I think you tried to destroy yourself before someone else could do it.

I have never found a companion who was so companionable as solitude.

Professional amateur, dedicated procrastinator, best friend of the odd and quirky
and knower of the meanings of words like "catharsis."

Failing's just like flying, except there's a more permanent destination

"I'm being serious."
"That's why I'm laughing."

Writers will always find inspiration in the visions of artists,
feeling compelled to tell the stories behind the artists' unforgettable images
Just as artists will always find inspiration in the words of writers,
always feeling compelled to lend visual reality and habit
to the characters described in the scribes haunting words.

The soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone.

Practice doesn't make perfect,
Practice makes permanent.
Perfect practice makes perfect.

Sing like no one's listening

This could all be a dream, but it's a dream that will continue on day after day without me ever wanting to wake up. I had reached heaven; only I didn't have to die to get there. I just had to live.

We're the generation of broken hearts
because we've never allowed ourselves to live.

I don't understand why
people are so afraid of monsters,
if monsters have always lived inside your head.

Sometimes the person you'd take a bullet for
is the one behind the trigger.

My dog is my best friend

Just this side of insane

He who makes a beast out of himself,
gets rid of the pain of being a man

You should not take everything I say to heart. I find anger a more comfortable emotion than fear,
even when nothing has been done that is worthy of reproach.

And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.

It doesn't matter who you are or what you look like, so long as somebody loves you.

We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams.

Inexperience can be overcome, ignorance can be corrected,
but prejudice will destroy you.

A person is a fool to become a writer. His only compensation is absolute freedom. He has no master except his own soul, and that, I am sure, is why he does it

Two hours of writing fiction leaves the writer completely drained.
For those two hours he has been in a different place with totally different people.

A little magic can take you a long way.

Good morning starshine the earth says hello....

We all have our moments of brilliance and glory, and this was mine.

All you do is to look,
At a page in this book,
Because that's where we always will be.
No book ever ends,
When it's full of your friends

DeviantArt is my second home

I fav and run because I can't describe how amazing your art is

All emotes are my friends

Give a smile a day and your day wasn't wasted

I really like stamps.
Just warning you

I still believe in magic

People say time heals all wounds, I don't agree. There are some things time cannot cure.
Some pains that go too deep. Some sorrows no one can heal. Some wounds too big to mend.

Write when you want to cry

Tonight we dine in hell! Tomorrow, I'm thinking about McDonalds

Stupidity should be painful

People are like Slinkys. They're kind of boring when they just sit there,
but they're really entertaining when you push them down the stairs.

Fantasy is my reality

'Never let them take you alive, knock 'em dead first.

I am a hopeless dreamer... so what?

My life without Emotes would be empty

I stopped fighting my inner demons
we're on the same side now.

I'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees.

Be yourself,
everyone else is taken

No man or woman is worth your tears
The one who is won't make you cry

The fact of life:
After Monday and Tuesday,
even the calendar says WTF

...the monotony of life, the art of whiling each day away
with trivial acts that mean nothing in the scheme of existence,
of forgetting that each second we live, we are one second closer to dying...

All that glitters is not gold.

*Whacks an old lady with a bag of Skittles* Taste the rainbow, dammit!!!

Reality depresses me. I need to find fantasy worlds and escape in them.

Lord, if we shall fall, my horse and I, please pick my horse up first.

Nightmare Night! What a fright! Give us something sweet to bite.

You remind me of an old friend. She was a twit, just like you!

Cutting, the way a knife loves a heart.

I regret tomorrow more than yesterday

Current Residence: Pecatonica, IL, United states
Favorite genre of music: Celtic
Favorite style of art: Poetry, digital, and hand sketched
Shell of choice: star limpet seashells
Wallpaper of choice: img.photobucket.com/albums/v21…
Favorite cartoon character: Hakkai
Personal Quote: "I would rather die on my feet, than live on my knees"
Interests
Feel free to disregard this entire journal, nothing terribly important past this point.

Today is one of those days when you wake up and the sun is shining and it's wonderful.
You walk outside and enjoy the cooler temperatures before the day heats up.
You're looking east and smiling at the sun, so you don't see the ferocious storm clouds behind you,
until it starts dumping buckets on your head.

A few weeks ago I bought a skytrix (Kite/glider/Frisbee) with the last of my Christmas money
and loved it. I had so much fun with that thing, throwing it, catching it. When I picked it up today,
the one wing was all bent. Anyone who knows about aerodynamics at all know that means one thing.
Very cool looking corkscrews. Which means it's no longer good for any gliding, passing, or tricks.
That was the best bad thing that happened to me today.

The thing that turned this into a day I want to be a dream, that I want to bury in the dirt and forget,
was the fact that my Pokemon game save file was deleted. Anyone who doesn't know me might find
this hard to understand, so I'll try to explain. Pokemon was a thing I started when I was a little kid,
and I never quite grew out of it. I name all my Pokemon, and I agonize over the names I choose.
Some I name after important friends, others I name based on their attributes. I don't play Pokemon
like most people do, just playing the gyms and such, I catch every single Pokemon and I raise it.
They're like my pets, or my family. Silly thing to say about little graphics with about .000001 kb
worth of stats. I had over 50 Pokemon on this file, all being raised to level 40. (I was close too.)
It all totaled to over 120 hours, and a whole lot of money. But I could spare the money, just not
the Pokemon. This wasn't the worst thing that happened to me either, although it made it one of
the worst days of all time.

The worst thing that happened today was when I hadn't given up hope yet of recovering all my
little graphic friends and I was trying very hard to find a solution online to allow me to recover it.
(I was even considering paying for the service) I stumbled across a thread where someone had
gotten the same error message as me. "The save file has been deleted..." People were sympathetic,
but insisted there was no way it could be done. I kept looking, not quite willing to give up,
I even goggled another error message I usually got when I started the game. "The save file is okay..."
That was when I struck truth. I say truth because truth is not always good, or bad, it just is.
Someone replied to that comment telling them that their game was fake and that a real Pokemon
game wouldn't say that. I rolled my eyes at that. Of course it would. Mine did, and they were real.
Right? I checked lots of guides to find out how to tell a pirated GBA Pokemon game from a real one.
The more I read the more obvious it became. My Pokemon games, all of them, were fake.
The one collection I actually take pride in, isn't worth the room it took up in my drawers.
To add insult to injury, they weren't even very good fakes. I should have known the minute I saw them.

I suppose it's good I found out now. It would have been so much worse if I'd raised them all
to level 50 or 100, then tried to trade them to my other games. (Did I mention pirated games
become corrupt if you try to trade them to other, non pirated games? I'm not sure about other
hacked copies, that might work fine.) So this morning I was a proud owner of an entire set of
Pokemon games, now I'm at square one. I can always play on the game boy color ones I guess.
I wonder if those are fake too? I don't think I have the heart to find out right now.


This journal is in the memory of my lost Pokemon.
Imora, Tentacruel lv. 36
Sparks, Pikachu, lvl 40
mcgonagall, Pidgeot, lvl 40
Fang, Raticate, lvl 40
Echo, Golbat, lvl 40
Eternal, Charizard lvl 40
Dawn, Gyarados, lvl 37 (From magikarp, lvl 5)
Ariel, Goldeen in daycare, last known level 25
Dippy, Slowpoke, lvl 36
Chance, Persian, lvl 36
Danae, Vulpix, lvl 37
Sting, Beedrill, lvl 36.
Carna, Weepinbell, lvl 40
And so many more who's names I'm ashamed to say I've already forgotten.
Someday, you will live again, I promise.

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MereShadowTears Featured By Owner 5 hours ago  Hobbyist Artist
[[Congratulations! You won the bonus raffle.
You may choose 10 points or a picture without a BG. :>]]
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ArrogantReality Featured By Owner 7 hours ago  Professional Writer
So, apparently you're like, an adult, now. Hot damn. :B Happy birthday, and junk like that, see. :B :heart:
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SRSmith Featured By Owner 11 hours ago   Writer
Happy one more revolution around the sun day!
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Milk-and-Pie Featured By Owner 12 hours ago  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday!! :huggle:
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UxieWriter Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Hellooo...just stopping by to let you know you won a prize in my Raffle! :3
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Grey-the-Kitten Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for watching me! Your support means so much to me <3 Seriously, thank you ;u; Smotherd 
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Crystal-Magic13 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome. :)
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Hekkoto Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014
thx for fav ^^
If you like it look on my gallery, I have many arts in this type :D (Big Grin)
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Crystal-Magic13 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Np.
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smith4891 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the llama. I really appreciate it! :) :heart:
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